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ino ive already blogged tonight but i cant sleep. its 3,35am. about two hours ago i went into my living room with some hot chocolate and put the tv on re-runs of The OC were on…i was watching the tv but my mind was else where, i couldnt sleep and now i kind of know why.
had a weird conversation with **hot stuff** on msn tonight wasnt a long conversation but he still manages to heelp me see sense about alot of things. he tries to act like he doesnt care but i no he does, i really wish he could see how amazing he really is and how lucky any girl would be to have him. hes smart, funny, sexy and so caring. and yet he doesnt even no it he isnt big headed or anything. i cant help but cry right now because he wants a girl strictly for fun only. he keeps sayign he doesnt want a relationship right now. i want to wait but i dont either. but i think even if i try to forget him i wont be able too. ive known him 7 months…and i havent really looked at another guy since.
from my other posts youlll read about the impact he has had on me and my life. i wouldnt say i was an up tight person i was just a realy serious person and he has shown me that life is more than that and i just need to have fun…no matter what happpens he has this way of cheering me up unintentioanly.
i thought that hadnt had much of an impression on him even though he has admitted having feelngs for me. June 2nd…was his birthday i bought him a ps3 game it cost me £50 it didnt bother me it was only half my days wages…but even now he bought it up, he said thank you again tonight which shows he thinks about me right? he does remember little things…
hes gorgeous but beleives he can never attract a girl…bless him…he sure as hell tries his luck with everygirl though!
where going clubbing on thursday if he doesnt bail….i wonder how that is going to turn out….will it upset me to see him with other girls? and will it even effect him if im with other guys?
im going to call him tonight…just to see if hes going to come on thursday…i realy am looking forward to it…i hope he doesnt drop out last minute.
‘baby i will wait for you….beacuse i dont no what else i can do’
i think im falling in Love.
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