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нєу αgαιη,
I’m really bored now. No one is on MSN so I’m just sitting here talking to some random person I don’t even know. I’ve really gotten the hang of this blogging thing and I think I’m gunna become addicted. I love it :D.
I’m waiting for my friend to come online.. His name is Josh and I secretly have a crush on him lmfao that sounds so childish but it’s true. He’s a little older then me but not much. He used to live down the road from me and we were really close friends until his dad got a job in America and they had to move away. I was heart broken! We have only just started talking again as we lost touch for a while because of the time differences and my feelings for him faded as I met new guys. But then he got in touch again and we’re just as close now and, of course, my feelings have come back. What I haven’t told you is that we have uh.. ‘History’. When he lived in my area, we dated for over a year and one night we went to a party and got totally drunk, next thing I knew he was kissing another girl. I know he was off his head at the time and he wouldn’t have done that to me if he wasn’t drunk but the thought of him touching another girl made me sick to the stomach. I broke it off with him that night. Then everyday he would come to my door and beg me to forgive him… I wanted to but I just couldn’t. Stupid, right? Anyway, a few months later, he moved to America. I’ve never stopped loving him since the day we met but I couldn’t get my head round the whole… Subject. That was like… A few years ago and he’s still apologizing to this very day. I guess over time I’ve learnt to forgive him and get on with things. Yesterday, he told me that he still loved me and the reason he broke up with his resent girlfriend was because he can’t get over me. Well, i melted, anyways. We’re not together but my horoscope (don’t laugh lol) said that I’d get together with the one I love in the next five days. I don’t believe in all that but it made my day anyway. I’m not sure, if he asked me out, what I’d say… It’s just because of the time difference and the distance… I know we could meet up some day but it’s not the same. I want him with me 24/7. So I don’t know what to do..
Any thoughts, guys?
Anyways, my hands hurt now so I’m gunna go.
Thanks for reading. Feel free to post your comments! ℓσνє,
кαтιє xx

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