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Oh my Lordith.. Where do I start?
Okay, so let’s just remind ourselves about my situation in my last post. Things weren’t going too well. I was totally confused and couldn’t decided between JW and AN.. And I didn’t even know if AN liked me like that.. It was tres confusing, like.
Right, so a few days after my last post, Grape clicked.
“Have you and AN got something going on here?” he asks in the middle of a Science lesson.
“Hm, what? No, no.. I’m with JW, remember?”
“I’ve seen how you look at eachother, Katie.”
Bollocks.
We talked for the whole hour, and as he was going to the cinema with AN after school, he said he’d ask AN if he liked me.
He asked, and at about 10pm I got a text saying he did.. And he was falling hard.
Shitty Poop.
So it made everything worse.. Because I know had a chance with the guy I liked on the Geography trip (Oh yeah, and he admitted to Grape that he liked me on the trip too).
He told Grape that it should be him who was with me instead of my boyfriend.
At lunch, I looked over at JW while I was with AN and I saw a girl I know hug him.. I know they’re friends and it was nothing more then a friendly hug but jesus, the jealousy was too much for me. A picture flashed through my mind of JW with another girl, and I couldn’t deal with it.
That night on MSN, JW was like, “I honestly don’t know why you’re with me. You could do so much better.”
And then that’s when I finally twigged. The only guy who is good enough to be with you, is the one who thinks you’re too good for him.
Somewhere in the back of my mind, I know that life would be nothing without my wonderful boyfriend. The way he treats me is amazing. I’m such a lucky girl..
So you’d think that my problem is solved, hm? A nice happy ending?
I wish.

Yesterday, AN was being really off with me.. And I didn’t know why it was upsetting me so much, it just was.
We didn’t talk all day, and it killed me.
I got home and I was pretty devastated. You see, we had an awesome friendship.
Today, at break, he randomly put his arm around me. I was confused and I wasn’t prepared to let him mess with my head.
“Oh, so you’re talking to me now?” I asked.
“I didn’t think we ever stopped. I thought you hated me yesterday.”
“AN, you blanked me all day.”
“Yeah.. I’m sorry. I just wasn’t in a good mood.”
He told me how he was upset he couldn’t go to a party this weekend because of his tennis.
I told him I was always here for him and we hugged for ages.
But I knew he was lying.
If he was upset about “tennis”, he would’ve been off with everyone.. But I wasn’t going to push him to tell me something he didn’t want to tell me.
Oh well, at least we’re cool again (:

On Saturday, me, Sa, J & MF met up with four guys we met over the internet. Kind of stupid, yes.. But heck, they were fun and I think we’ll be seeing them again soon, as they’ve asked.. But told us not to bring MF as she was really shy.

Also, Sa has a boyfriend! Finally!
She’s really liked TL for ages but they’ve never had the guts to ask eachother out. She was on the phone to me and on MSN to him and I was telling her exactly what to say.
Damn, I’m good. I got them together

So overall, I’m having a good new school year. If I hadn’t have had that thing with AN I would have never of realised just how lucky I am to have the guy I’ve always dreamed of having.

With Love,
Katie x.

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