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Hey,
       Right. Totally confused right now.
The guy I like, Apple (lol yes, I know, I REALLY should make up some more… Sensible names but y’know.. :D), well, me and him are actually NEVER going to happen.
I can tell you that now.
I think he likes this other girl… Today, after school, me, him, a load of other guys, her, and some other of my female friends walked home.
Apple suddenly walked off with her and yesss I knowww, you’re all thinking, “God, he’s just talking to another girl, chill dudeee” but ugh. It’s hard.
He’s really… Um.. He fancies people easily.. Idk how to put it but he’s one of those people that if someone of the opposite sex is nice to you they instantly fall for them (yes, like me). And idk… I couldn’t help feeling jealous.

So why are you confused?
WELL, that’s another story.
There’s this other guy that I’m really good friends with.. Lets just call him uhh.. *thinks* Banana LOL, yes, Banana.
So yeah, Banana and me are really good friends. I never felt anything before but I’m slowly idk.. getting feelings for him.
I don’t feel as much as I do for Apple but I think there’s something there.
And yes, to ALL my feelings there are problems… He has a girlfriend.
And yeah, you’ve guessed it, his girlfriend is my friend. Quite a close one at that.
I know me and Apple would never get along if we went out. We might be strangly alike but we couldn’t be more different.
I know that makes no sense but just stay with me…
Banana is the type of guy that wouldn’t say good-bye to me without a hug or at least a good-bye.
Everytime you call his name, he’ll look round.
I know it doesn’t seem alot but these things do make alot of difference.
But Apple would sort of wonder off and not say good-bye or ask for a hug.
Sometimes, when you call him, he won’t look round because he’s too busy acting “hard”.
Yeah this sounds like total rubbish, but in my head this actually makes a little sense.

Ohh, before I forget… On the way home, Banana and me had a “talk” and he goes, “I know who fancies you!!” and I go, “Oh yeah? Who?” and he goes, “Can’t say” and that was the end of it.
Ohhh, who’s got the button? LOL. *Feels loved*

I’m not sure if I actually like Banana yet and if I do, I hate myself.
How can I do that to my friend?
Well, the most important thing is that they have eachother and she’s happy.

Love you,
               Katie x

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