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Hey,
I’m so confused, once again.
I think I like Banana now, he’s so cute and cuddly. Today after school I was all cuddling him and stuff and stoking his chin and tummy lol and looking for the “mole”.
It was very funny.
We had our arms around eachother all the way home, it was so cute.
As for Apple, yeah, I still like him but I’m trying to move on, he’s just not “The One”. We’d never work.
Being together would kill our friendship, seriously.

Last night - after I had finished my 2 hour phone call - I was talking to my mum about Activites Week.
(It’s in July where the school gives us a WHOLE week off from school work and takes us out on trips everyday that week).
So I was talking to her about it and the school wants a £5 deposit for all the payable trips I have chosen to secure my place. Our Head talked to us later that day saying she wanted the money in ASAP.
So I was like, “Mum, I’ve chosen 3 payable trips so I need £15,” and she goes, “I’ll get you the money on Friday from the bank because I just wasted all mine on clothes shopping today, you can pay it after the holidays,” so I was like, “No, that’s going to be too late and everyone will have chosen the good trips and I’ll be left with the boring ones. I’ll pay it myself, I have £20 upstairs”.
So I go upstairs, in my purse and find £10 there.
Wtf? I know I had £20. Where’s the rest?
Soon my mum comes upstairs, I asked her where the £10 had gone.
She said, “I don’t know, Katie. I borrowed £4 out of your purse today for some bits and bobs” (If you didn’t know, to my mum it’s… Bits And Bobs = Food eg. Milk, Bread and Eggs).
£4 my arse!!
I could tell she was lying. She soon admitted that she’d ‘borrowed’ £10 off me, including £4 change.
She stole £14 from her own daughter.
I blew up at her. I was shouting at her stuff like, “WTF YOU DOING IN MY PURSE?? WHY DID YOU TAKE SO MUCH MONEY? I WORK FOR MY FUCKING MONEY, MAYBE YOU SHOULD GET OFF YOUR FAT ARSE AND TRY AND EARN SOME LIKE THE REST OF THIS DAMN FAMILY” and stuff like that.
(Btw, my mum doesn’t work because she has a problem with her back and when she gets older, she might end up in a wheel chair. So it’s up to my dad to earn the money. We’re so lucky, he’s job pays very well and we’re quite a rich family).
She goes, “I’m sorry, Katie. I didn’t think you’d mind. I was going to pay you back on Friday,” and I go, “Oh of course you were. If you wanted to ‘pay me back’ you would have told me that you took it in the first place. Think you’d get away with it, did you? Did you think I wouldn’t notice?”
And it carried on like that, this was like midnight so I slammed my bedroom door in her face and put my chair up against it so she couldn’t come in.
Last night, I trashed my room.
I threw my bed sheets half way across the room, my bin against the wall, I punched the wall and seriously hurt my hand, then I punched my mirror and got a bit of glass in my hand. I also knocked all my stuff off my desk and crap. Then I couldn’t stop crying.
I can’t control my temper.
When I’d finally fallen asleep, my mum came into my room and saw what I’d done.
When I woke up this morning, everything was normal.
No glass on the floor, my bed sheets were on top of me and everything.
Maybe it was a dream?
No.
When I’d just got home from school my dad text me, it said, “Gimme a call xx” so I did.
He told me that it was okay to lash out and that I wasn’t in trouble.
He told me that mum takes money out of his wallet everyday lol. He said, “To make up for it, I’ll give you £30 tonight when I get home from work. If you EVER need ANY money, no matter how much, I’ll always give it to you. I’m always here because I love you”.
So that made me feel better.
Me and mum are talking normally, I know she feels bad but so do I.
I had no right to lash out at her like that, it’s only £10.

Do I have an anger problem?

Apart from that, everything is cool.
Oh and Banana told me who fancies me today… Orange. Lol. Yeahh. Stinky. He’s nice. But… Ew.

Also, in Maths, I got moved to the back by myself to “stop me from talking”.
Haha, oh please, I just make new friends to chat to, duhz.
There’s these two boys in front of me now and one of them I already know.
So I became friends with the other boy pretty fast. He’s cool.

Love You,
Katie x

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