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Hey,
My, it’s early.
And I’m already bored… I just got out of bed, damnit.

Oh Lord, my sister came in my room a few minutes ago. She’d jacked my mum’s make-up. You know what that means..
I thought she wanted to look like a clown… I didn’t know she actually wanted to look nice.

She had pink eye-shadow, not just on her eye but everywhere else on her forehead too, she had HEAPS of blusher EVERYWHERE - including her nose…
And she had bright, red, lip-stick smothered on her lips… I say lips.. I mean… Her chin, lips, half of her cheeks and down her neck.
For a nine - year - old, she’d done terribly.

She walked into my room and I noticed she had put one of her pink dresses on and STOLE a pair of my high heels, she was desperatly trying to walk in a straight line without falling over, but sadly fails.
I asked, “Wtf are you doing!? Are those MY shoes? They are, aren’t they!?”
She replied, “But, Katieee, I want to look pretty! I want to be grown up like you!”
Aww. I wanted to be mad at her but I couldn’t bring myself to it.
“Do I look pretty, Katie?”
Okay, so anyone who knows me will know that I SOOO can’t lie.
I looked at her. It was like.. If I don’t say yes she’ll burst out crying.
“Mhm” I mumble.
She believed it and I’m in the clear. Go me.

I think I handled that pretty well.

I’m doing nothing today… It’s going to be so boring.

Also, I’m starting to miss Banana. I thought about him last night.
I just want to give up. Which is totally stupid of me since I’ve just given some advice to someone saying, “NEVER give up without a fight”.
I know I’ll never be able to give up, anyway. I can’t help the way I feel about him.

Okay, question… Do you think all this time without seeing him will make me love him less, or make me love him more?
So the next time I see him, will I be all, “Oh, it’s him. I’m so over it.”
Or
The next time I see him, will I be all, “OH SHIT! There he isssss! He’s so HOTTT!”
Like I normally am.. Lol.

..Help? How do I get through this?
Yeah, keeping myself busy is one thing but what ever I do, it just reminds me of him.

Love You,
Katie x

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