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Heya,
I’m okay now.. Getting better and learning to live with my heart break.
I’m listening to my sister’s CD for some strange reason..
“If we were a movie
You’d be the right guy
And I’d be the best friend
That you’d fall in love with in the end
We’ll be laughing
Watching the sun set fade to black
Show the names
Play that happy songggg”
I can relate.. ;/

Anyways, right um.. Yeah, today me and my friends went to town and we went to this new shop that’s just been opened. The pants in there are so cool LMAO, they have so many knickers, HAHAHA.
I couldn’t help myself.. I bought every single design lmfao from thongs to frilliesss AND I bought some new PJs.. I <3 them.
I had a great time and for 8 hours, I forgot about him and actually had fun..

[x]Learning[x]To[x]Live[x]Without[x]You[x]

Love yous all,
Katie x

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Katie on Monday, April 2nd, 2007 at 6:11 pm.
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Paperxheart says:

April 5, 2007 at 2:26 am

A knife in my back, blood oozing from the heart
You’re blind to me, all you see is her
Her smiles, her eyes, her lips
My heart feels like it’s dying when you smile at her
I see the smirks over your shoulder, the harsh words when your gone
Can’t you see, can’t you see
So many things I wish to say, battered, bruised
Blind, blind, you’re a tool in her hands
To shape and use before she casts you away
Silent, holding my battered emotions
How long can I wait for you?
Before this unseen pain is too much
Before I turn away to save myself
Please see me, I am here for you

I haven’t had the situation that you’ve had, but I have had something similar. I know how it feels to “loose” the one you like to another, another who doesn’t really want them. They didn’t date, but I was filled with a mix of jealousy and fear. She could make him do practically anything she wished, and this is part of the reason that he stopped talking about our usual topic in public. He didn’t want to talk about “unpopular” things in public, and so instead would talk about celebrities and such with her. I can’t add much to that conversation, and it was like a piece of me had been lost. She was a real flirt too, she flirts with everybody and has stopped dating without telling the guy that it was over. As bad as I am making her sound, we are friends now and things worked out. I don’t have to worry about him and her dating, because he’s aware of the kind of person she is in that regard. I know I’ve made her sound all bad here, but actually she is a nice friend of mine now. Hard to describe. . .

I don’t know what you can do save to keep waiting. That’s really all you can do, as disappointing as it is. If he can’t see what she is you trying to show him probably won’t work, he’ll have to see it for himself. Leaving you holding a bleeding heart, no? I would not advise dating the guy who likes you that you don’t like in that way. I don’t think you seriously would, but it is fun to contemplate. Getting back like that. . . It’s a nice satisfying thought. But to use another person that way, well you know you’d be like her. And, ironically enough, you could end up hurting the guy you like. I know what that urge feels like, more or less, because it is a tempting thought to date just to make the guy I like go through what I have been through in regards to him. However, that’s not really a good thing to do. Waiting, it makes one feel so powerless. But bide your time, and remember, you’ll win out in the end. He’ll come around.

–Paperxheart

katie says:

April 5, 2007 at 8:40 pm

Thank you so much for the poem, It’s wonderful.

I know what it’s like.. I’m friends with this girl too and by herself, she is a really nice girl but when she’s around boys, I hate her. And that isn’t because I get jealous or anything.. She just totally changes. She’s a different person when she’s around guys and it bugs me because the guys she dates don’t even know the real her, I think she’d have a much better reputation if she stuck with being herself.
I mean.. Some boys came up to her, before the Easter Holidays, and asked her to show them her “coconuts” AND they were younger than her.
Later on that day, she told me that she hated how some people see her.
But when those guys asked her, she honestly looked like she was enjoying the attention.

Yeah, I’m not going to date this dude ‘cuz I’d end up being just as bad as her, if not worse.
I was mad so I flirted with him.. Now I’ve calmed down and gotten used to everything. I know it was wrong to even THINK I should take her boyfriend-to-be-once-again away from her was sick. But sometimes I let my anger get the better of me, I can’t help it.

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