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Post: Given Up On Him.

Hey,

Okay…
So JS..
Ffs.
Him & Grape had an argument & obviously, Grape brought me up because he wanted to hurt JS.
Grape said something like, “You’re just bitter because Katie found someone else.”
And JS said, “No I’m not. I don’t like Katie. In fact, I hate her.”
Great.
I thought we’d feckin’ made up!
So I go to him on MSN, “So you hate me now?”
And he goes, “No, I don’t. I’m just in a bad mood… I don’t understand you.”
I say, “Well, what don’t you understand?”
He says, “You!”
I say, “Yes, I know that.. But what is it about me you don’t understand? What have I done wrong?”
& then he blocked me.
..Fine.
Y’know, last time we’d fallen out I said sorry.. I don’t even know WHY I feckin’ said it.. I didn’t know what I was sorry for, I just hate seeing people upset.
He didn’t say sorry back then either.. Even though he was the one being the total retard.
This time, I’ve given up on him.
I’m not going to say sorry, because I have nothing to say sorry for, y’know?
I’m tired of him making me feel bad for being happy.
He doesn’t control me.. I have all I need.
It’s over between us.

On the other hand, my mum loves JW.
& surprisingly, my dad loves him too.
JW came round on Saturday & we went to the River Festival.
We met up with a group of people & it was fun.
We then went to my house for 6pm and had dinner.
We then went back to watch the fireworks later on, with Sa, Grape, C & all that.
It was awesome
He came home about 12.
Mum trusts him, so she was cool with it.
Then on Sunday, he came round at 11am (I woke up at 10.30 and had to rush to get ready.. I swear to God, I’ve never got ready so fast in my life) and we went to the River Festival with our two friends & Sa.
The two other guys we went with are totally bonkers & decided they’d get their face painted (as Lions) & scare the crap out of everyone who walked by.
It was so funny.
JW went home at about 10pm.
Was a great weekend.

Today was the first day back to school.
I’m so bloody tired.
I’m off, lol.

With Love,
Katie x

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