Have2Learn2 - - [[Let Go]] - Posted In (1.0) General/Day-2-day Updates

Post: Have2Learn2 - - [[Let Go]]

Hey,
You know what? I’m pissed off with myself.
I tell myself that I should “get over him” but never actually TRY and do anything.
So, you know what? FORGET IT.
What’s brought all this on, you ask? I’ll tell you exactly what brought this on…
Walking home with lots of friends and everything was going fine until I started talking to Apple.
We were walking in front and talking because he was telling me why he was pissed off (we tell eachother everything).
The next thing I know, two of my best friends come up to us and go, “Why don’t you two just go out? You both fancy eachother like mad. Go on!”
And I was like, “Guys shuddup. We’re talking”.
But they kept going on and on and on so in the end I ended up walking away to my other friends.
I got really pissed off with them and told them to “fuck off” and “go annoy someone else”.

When we got to the shop (a place where every day after school we meet up with other friends and hang), I was almost in tears. I hated being angry with my friends.
Then Apple asked me what was wrong and I told him to mind his own business. Yeah, I know. I’m horrible. But I was upset and didn’t know what I was saying.

After a while, Banana and another one of my best friends cheered me up so I’m okay now.
I think I like Banana now.
OH YES, I FORGOT TO TELL YOU…

In DT, Apple asked me who I fancied.
I went bright red and was like, “No one”.
He goes, “Yeah, you fancy someone. It’s out of Banana, Orange and me”.
I was like, “YOU? W…W… Why would you think that!?”
I was so close to telling him in the end I almost exploded. I really wanted him to know but my brain kept stopping me.

I think he knows, anyway.
Too bad I’m over him… He had his chance.
I love him as a friend, nothing more.
It’s almost been 3 months now that I’ve liked him (that’s more then I’ve ever liked someone).
Time to move on.

Love You,
Katie x

P.S. I just text my two best friends and said sorry for being a bitch.
All is forgiven.

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