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To whom it may concern,

I’m new to this blog thing. Quite new actually. So if i get what my idea of a blog is wrong, please correct me.

Anyways, i need to write, i need to write what im feeling i mean. Right now i just experienced the most scary, unassuring thing. I saw the sadness in my eyes. Not crying tearful eyes. I can see how ive given up, i can see the pain. And its scary because ive been able to hide what i really feel from everyone, for my whole life. So what now? Does this mean that since i can see through myself, others will be able to aswell? I dont want that. But i dont want much of anything these days. I hate being having depression, especially when the medication doesnt work and your parents check your wrists. Its such a burden, and every day is battle. And honestly im tired of winning. Im tired of pretty much everything.

all i can do is take life one day at a time, and hope it leads somewhere far from where i started.

sincerely,

i can see it

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