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Hey,

So remember me telling you I broke up with JW on Monday night?
By Tuesday (mid-day) AN had asked me out, and I had said yes.
Yeah, you might be thinking it was “too fast”, but it wasn’t.. It felt right.
I’m so happy around AN and I’ve been smiling non-stop. Which is kind of annoying because my jaw hurts now.
I really am happy, and everyone knows it.
I had B talk to me on MSN & asking how I could move on that quickly but this feeling has been going on for ages.. I tried denying it and lying to myself but it didn’t work.

Me & JW had some arguments Tuesday night, which was understandable.. He was upset.
He just couldn’t see that towards the end of our relationship, it wasn’t love anymore.
I felt like I had to be with him because my family liked him and he treated me well.. He fooled himself into thinking he loved me but he didn’t.. He was just happy to have someone he got on so well with.
He was too clingy and it got to the point where I didn’t want to see him at school because I knew I couldn’t act how I wanted to around AN with JW there.

On Wednesday, we tried to have a normal conversation but it ended up about us again.
He still didn’t understand how I got to like AN.
So I explained.
I told him that once AN had told me his feelings, I felt this pain.. And if I was in love with JW, I wouldn’t have felt it.. It wasn’t meant to hurt that way.
I finally got him to understand.

On Thursday, we had a half day at school. So me, Sa, her boyfriend, AN, Grape & the rest of the crew took the bus into town and went to a restaurant.
We were walking and AN goes, “I love you.”
Every time he says it, it makes me feel so happy :D
Did I tell you at school he goes to me, “I want this to work.. Because I really love you.”
I think I must have told Sa about a thousand times, lol.
After lunch we walked round town & had fun.

Today, school was closed so me & Sa went into town and had a right laugh.
I also spoke to JW before and he told me he has started to have feelings for someone else.
See, I told him he didn’t love me, if he did, he wouldn’t have moved on so quickly.

I’m glad he’s happy.
I’m also glad that I’m ecstatic.
I keep going to my mates, “Guess what? I’m well happy :D”
They’re sick of me doing it, it’s great, haha.

God, I’m so happy I’m finally over that stage in my life.
If anyone reading this is in the same situation I was in, I have some advice to help you decide..

Go with your heart, not your brain. Your mind might be telling you that following your heart will cause too much hurt, but people get over pain.. The happiness you feel once you’ve made the right choice is immense. Just remember; only you have to live with your decision.

With Love,
Katie x.

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2 Responses to “It Wasn’t Meant To Hurt That Way.”

  1. djtheropy Says:
    October 5th, 2008 at 1:41 pm

    Always go with your heart, if you dont you will always think ‘What If’, even if it turns out to be the wrong choice your heart is what should be followed. Anyways glad your happy :)

  2. annonymousgirl Says:
    October 7th, 2008 at 6:51 am

    totly always go woth ur heart,so glad to see your happy! missed ya suga!
    mya x

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