The Teen Blog

So I haven’t posted in forever. A lot of things have happened since we last spoke.

Like… Not last Sunday, but the one before that, me and my friend ‘H’ went to town. It was really fun & we made loads of videos on her phone.
That week, we asked Sa if she wanted to come town with us the next Saturday. She said yes.
That Thursday, we were talking about it and she said, “I’m sorry, I can’t make it. SS asked me to go out with him.”
[SS is her boyfriend that doesn't live near us]
Me and H looked at her. Was she being serious? She was blowing us off for him? When we asked her first?
H might have been too kind to say anything to Sa, but I wasn’t.
I asked her why she’d do that and she said that she never said she actually could come, which is bullcrap, because she said yes.
We did have an argument and she really pissed me and H off.
But I do realise that SS lives far away and only sees him every weekend, whereas she sees us everyday.

So that Saturday, I went to work, and then went out with H again. We had fun and then went back to my house.
It was fun being childish and prank calling our friends. We phoned up Sa, she was with SS and we could hear by her voice she didn’t want to talk to us.

Monday… I don’t know. Things changed. I couldn’t… Be the same with her. Everything she did really bugged me.
She was following J around like a lost sheep.
On Tuesday (Yesterday) everything went wrong.
First lesson was Science and not once did she turn round and talk to me.
English came and she completely blanked me.
The same with Geography and the other Science lesson we had.
I gave up and at break, talked to CO. I suddenly burst out crying. I couldn’t stop. I had done nothing wrong.
On MSN last night she was all asking why I wasn’t talking to her. ME!
I ended up telling her that I can’t deal with J anymore and I don’t want to be near Sa if J is there.
J is pissing me off so much. She’s such a bitch, I can’t even explain it to you.
Nothing got better last night… In fact, it got worse.

Today was shit.
It’s all gone wrong.
All of it.
We haven’t talked all day.
I cried AGAIN.
But she seems happy without me.
I wanted to go home, Apple even offered to walk me home, even though it was going to take us an hour.
I didn’t in the end.
And it’s all because of J.

She won.