The Teen Blog

So yesterday - I fell out with Apple.
Yup, completely cut him out of my life.

Why?
Because he was pissing me off, basically. So I decided I wasn’t going to take anymore of his crap.
I blanked him all the way through Science, and when he asked if I was pissed off at him, I nodded my head, and walked off.
We were doing an experiment so everyone was walking around the room.
He sat there.
And looked very depressed.
When I came back to sit down [we sit next to eachother], he asked if he could speak to me privately. I said no and walked away again.
He got all his friends to ask why I was pissed of at him but I didn’t tell them, if he was that bothered, he’d ask me himself.
I wasn’t just messing around with him - I was serious. He really did piss me off.
I hated that I was ignoring him and it was boring without him.
That day, I walked to my car with some other friends.

Today, I didn’t really want to come to school. He is why I come to school - and if I weren’t talking to him, there wasn’t any point.
I got forced to, anyways.
School was okay. I missed him.
I came home, and I even cried.
So sitting there watching Friends and BAM, a text comes through.
“Why are you ignoring me? Please text back, Apple x”
Psht.
So I text him and told him.
He didn’t text back.
I went on MSN. Talked to Sa for a while.
Apple came online.
We talked it out. We’re friends now.
He said that it was boring without me and he was going to spend all day with me tomorrow.
Yayyy    ;]

Then, believe it or not, M came online.
Psht. He always comes online but never talks, so I didn’t think anything of it.
Suddenly, he starts talking.
Saying that he still likes me and that he was sorry for leaving me hanging for over a week.
He said he feels really bad, and it was the timing that split us up.
I felt… Nothing.
I mean, it was touching that he felt so bad but… I just didn’t feel anything.
I miss him… But not as much as I missed Apple the past two days.
He still likes me, so if he asks me out, I’ll say no. It’s not fair of me to string him along.
I just can’t trust him… I’m scared he’ll end up hurting me again.

Everything that’s happened tonight is just… Wow.
I’m happy now.
Lol.
Can’t wait to see Apple tomorrow.