The Teen Blog

You might wonder how… or why, I am sad AND happy at the same time. I’ll tell you…

Today was the day I’ve been dreading for a while. M left for Germany today. He comes back on the 29th.
Now that I know he’s gone makes me miss him so badly. He left at 7am. It’s been like… 16 hours and I’m missing him already.
I don’t know what’s wrong with me. He best not meet some slutty German girl and fall for her.
I will shoot myself. Lmao.

I’m happy because I’ve had a real good day today. Yesterday wasn’t as good.

Yesterday:

B and his mate had fallen out. In Science, I asked J why they had fallen out. She said she didn’t know.
That night, I was on MSN and B suddenly starts talking to me (I was in a good mood because I was talking to M lmao)…
He says, “Why are you telling everyone that I hate T?” (T is B’s friend he fell out with).
I was confused. I’d said nothing of the sort. Why would I do that? I happen to really like T… B, not so much. Lmao.
I said, “I haven’t said anything to anyone.”
He said, “Yes you did. You told J that I hated T.”
Fuck her the stupid dumb-ass bitch. She has no right to lie about what I said. Whore.
Again, I said I didn’t say it and what I really said was WHY.
But of course, because he fancies the pants of J, he didn’t believe me.
I soon gave up and text Sa and asked her what I’d said (she was there).
She said, “You asked J why B and T had fallen out.”
THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
I told him what Sa had said and he said I was full of bullshit.
I told him to ask fucking Sa himself, said good-bye to M, and went and had a bath.
I was so mad at J. Why would she do that?
She’s trying to get close to Apple too… Just because he’s like a brother to me.
He’s not interested in her, so this is her way of getting me back?

I didn’t want to come to school today but I’m very happy I did.
I had a wonderful time with Apple and a few other guys at lunch and break. They’re real funny.
All his friends kept trying to tell me that Apple wants to ask me out everytime he went to throw something in the bin… I’m having none of it.
For the last time, he doesn’t fancy me!!!

Omg. Apple had the hiccups yesterday after school. It was sooo funny. I don’t know why, but everytime he hiccuped, I burst into laughter.
No idea why it was funny, just was, okay? Lmfao.

Greattt. B’s just signed online.
He was talking to me in Maths today. It’s like WTF? You say I’m full of shit and then start talking to me randomly?

Oh by the way, after Christmas, I’m moving up a Maths set. Am I clever or what!?
Apparently the teacher is shit and no-one listens.. So I’ll end up moving down a set again anyway.
It’s a shame, I don’t want to move… The teacher I am with now has taught me so much and I enjoy the lessons.
I guess that’s all going to change now.