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so all i get is bad news. my doctor calls and tells me i have low blood counts and have to take it easy. how can i take it easy when all around me is stress stress and more stress. its impossible to relax in my own house. even as i type this there are ppl around me arguing. i cant take this anymore. i hate my family. they are annoying me. my borther is 25 years old still living with us and thinks he runs everything inthe house when he cant even pay rent and help my mom out. my sisters are mean and constantly are saying things to me that makes me want to hit them. my dad is a crackhead(literally) who spends up all of our money and alomost made us lose our house and walks around here like a lazy bum running things like he really does anything to help us. my poor mom works 2 jobs to try to pay the bills and me getting pregnant was no fucking help and i hate myself for adding to her problems because i love my mom more than anything in the world and i know i hurt her bad.

but besides all that. i called my ex/ baby’s daddy( i hate referring to him like that) and of course he doesnt pick up. when i texted him earlier he was all like “O your talking to me now” like me ignoring him after he dumped me was unexpected. he makes me so mad i just wanna scream. i try to be the bigger person and talk to him and he ignores me. i hate being ignored…its been that way since i was little. when i know someone is ignoring me i feel small and unimportant. i hate him. but love him all at the same time. why cant it be like before when he was a good booyfriend and actually cared about me. i mean who textes sum1 6 times that they love him and miss them and when i call him to talk about things he ignores me. he’s a liar cuz if he did love and miss me then he wud talk to me and not ignore me.

enough of him though. i guess i shud say sumthing good in my life. i was invited to go to the mall with sum friends…but i prolly cant go so whats the point of being happy about that. i guess it makes me feel good cuz ver since my pregnancy wentpublic my friends dont wanna hang out as much. i guess im not the guy magnet i use to be and they dont wanna deal with me turning all the guys away. but if they were my real friends then they wud still wanna hang out right? i guess thats right.

well thats really all i have to complain about for now…but my ex just called me so most likely ill have much to say about that later

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One Response to “nothing good in life so far”

  1. djtheropy Says:
    June 29th, 2008 at 1:05 pm

    i cant help but feel sorry for you, you’ve been dealt a crap hand, however its not the end of the world.

    You didnt mention what country your from so can only offer limited help.

    anyways how olds the baby? if your friends were really friends they would stick by you NO MATTER WHAT! but dont worry about them as there are plenty of people out there to meet, even others in a similar situation who you can get help/advice from. Do you have a local young mums meet up anywhere near you? have you applied for your own house, child benefits etc?

    a website that can help > http://www.childline.org.uk/Pages/default.aspx even if your living outside the UK you can still chat with them and hopefully they can give you info on an advice line/center that is located near you.

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