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Post: & She Said, “You Live One Crazy Life.”

Hey,

So I’m not exactly over the JW thing yet.. I’m still sort of.. Thinking of him every second that I get to myself..
I dreamt about him last night too.. It was an odd dream that one.

Anywho.. What happened yesterdayyyyyyyyy..
Well..
Me and my friend, GC, decided to go into town. She thought that she might be pregnant, so we went to get her a test.
(She took it last night and text me saying it was negative, it’s all good)
Anyways, so after we’d gotten that and I’d spent £100 on clothes, we went to Sa’s house.
She has her friend from far away round and also Grape was there. Sa was getting ready to leave her house and go to her friend from far aways house for a few days.
We arrived at about 4pm and she was leaving at 5pm.
Me, GC and Grape spent an hour talking to Sa.. Soon, we said our goodbyes and left her to it.
We then wondered over to C’s house.. He was taking some things to the skip with his dad, so we were round the back of his house where his car is.
We were all talking normally before C had to leave for the skip & then Grape comes over to me and puts his arm around me..
Grape looks at C and says, “C, you owe me a tenner, mate.”
C looks at me, and looks very surprised. He sees how confused I am and says, “No you didn’t, you lier.” and laughs.
Grape says, “Nah I’m joking, not yet.”
Me & GC were like… :S
Then C left and we all went back to GC’s house.
We were all in her mums room for some reason and her phone rang, so she went out of the room for a tad to talk.
Me & Grape were on her bed and he goes, “I think I might ask out BL, you know?”
(She’s a mate, btw)
I said, “Oh.. You never told me you liked her!”
He says, “Well.. I don’t.. I like someone else.”
(GC was back in the room at this point.)
I said, “Oh I see how it is.. Fine, don’t tell me then.” in a joking way & laid on GC’s bed.
Grape sat on top of me and pinned my arms down so I couldn’t push him off.
He whispered, “It’s you.”
I was like, “.. Liar.”
And he goes, “No, seriously. It’s you, Katie. It always has been.”
Ahh Fook.
I tried to change the subject but he kissed me.
I know.. Right?
He fookin’ kissed me. On the lips.
I said, “Kieron.. I can’t do that anymore.”
And tried to push him off me.
He wouldn’t budge. He tried kissing a load of other times too, but I kept pulling away.
Oh yeah, did I mention he gave me two hiccies?
Yeah.. One on my arm & another on the side of my face.
GC’s dad gave me a lift home in the van.. I was quiet all the way.
I got home and text Sa.
She was mad with Grape for doing it because she knows how great me & JW are atm.
I didn’t know what to do..
If I told JW about it, he’d be mad with me and he could end it.. & I love him..
If I didn’t tell him, I’d feel like I was lying to him.. And if he found out later on from someone else, he’d hate me even more then if I had told him myself.
As I was thinking this through, I was interupted by my phone going off. I had a text.
From who, you ask?
Yeah.. JW.
“Hey babe.. How you doing? Did you have fun today? I love you so much.. And I’m missing you like hell.”
Great..
I started my text with, “Hey, I’m okay thankyou. You? Yeah my day was good thanks. How was yours? I..”
Then I realised I couldn’t pretend everything was okay… Because it just.. Wasn’t.
I ended up texting him everything that happened that day with Grape.
I took a moment before sending it.. I didn’t have to..
I pressed send and waited for a reply.. If I ever got one.
Finally, he text back saying, “Oh.. Um.. I don’t really know what to say.. I know you didn’t want to kiss him, I guess.. I really don’t know what to say..”
I thought to myself, this is it.. This is end of us. Grape has got what he wanted.
I text back saying, “.. I understand if you’re mad with me.. I told him that I couldn’t do that anymore.. I know I should have done more but I was in shock..”
He then replied saying, “Don’t worry, I’m not mad with you, because I love you so much.. I know how he is, and I want to tell you that I don’t want you seeing him anymore but I know how good your friendship is and I don’t want to hurt you, so I won’t.. I’m not upset with you because I know that what we have.. Is something amazing.. I love you.”
Ohhh thank the Lorddd.
Jesus, he’s so understanding.. I’m so glad he trusts me & that he hasn’t stopped me from seeing Grape.

At about 10pm, I got a call from Sa.
We talked about it and then I told her what JW said and stuff.
& she said, “You live one crazy life.”
Eh.. I guess I do.

With Love,
Katie x

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