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hey! omg omg… its 4am. but only now am i ready to blog.

well this is what happen.
you know i was suppost to see *hot stuff*
well I DID
but it wasnt what i expected!!
so yeah..i was ment to see him at 9.30pm
you all know how much i was looking forward to it…right..

so i txt him around 9ish to just confirm he was still coming
and he replied and said his brother was due back at 9.15
and that he would come then
but then he txt me and said his brother took the car
but
he could still come with his friend.
i just felt this surge of anger boil up inside me
when he drove up…
he looked so cute….arg i melted but i was still so angry
WHY DID I LIKE HIM SO MUCH?
WHY DID I HAVE TO PICK THE WRONG PERSON?
i through the man united top through the window and gave him my ipod and said
see you later
and i walked off…with tears in my eyes

i was so confused…didnt he want to see me alone?
did his brother realy take the care?
tears fell down my face
and so i rung up someone to pick me up…
so i sat on the wall to wait for my lift
and the he called me…
he sounded so upset with me
he wanted to know why i was angry and why i didnt even say hi.
thinking about it now when i walked up to the car this huge smile emerged on his face
he was actually happy to see me as i was him

he kept asking me and i kept saying nothing
and then he kept insisting he and his friend drop me home.
i said i had a ride already
he said bye and i hung up..
i was so upset.

he called again a few minutes later saying they hadnt driven off yet.
and that they wanted to take me home.
he sounded so upset
again
i melted
but i kept my ground and said no.

i got home and went straight to my room
he txt me
‘did you get home ok?x’
i didnt want to be mean anymore..how could i be mean to someone
who was in actual fact happy to see me.
i txt back
‘yh :)’
and then he asked me what happen…
i again said nothing.
conversation over.

i fell asleep.
i woke up about 2am
i couldn go back to sleep
and at that same moment he txt me again
asking if i was asleep.
i said ‘am i ever’

so anyway i remebered what katie said and i knew if i didnt have it out with him now i never was so i just went for it. i said i hate that i like you so much and i realy wish i didnt. and he said..you must have a Q of guys who like you,so why me,when you i only want one thing?’
he softend me at this point.
i said it was because he was diffirent and that there something about him and that he truey was the most honest person i no!
and he replied and said ‘im not that honest i can lie 2 aww you realy like me.i like you 2:)’
WHAT AM I GOING TO DO WITH THIS ONE!! hes such a sweet heart. so we txted for a while then i said im going to sleep…but i wanted to blog first!

hes going to see me again tommorw
he has to give me my ipod back
he asked if this time i would stay for a while
i said if i must

so lets just see what happens tommorw.
i didnt fully ask him everything i needed to.
but i will tommorw im going to ask if anything is going to happen between us and if i should even bother!!
i think thats something i would rather ask face to face!

THANKS A MILLION KATIE! IF IT WASNT FOR YOU I PROBABLY WOULD HAVE JUST LEFT IT! YOU AWSOME!
HUGS AND KISSES XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

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