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Heya Guyss,

Okay, I’m really going to try & start writing daily or at least once a week again. It helps. Getting everything off your chest.
Anyways..
What have I been up tooooo…
A lot, I tell you.

So, I came back from a 3-day-geography-trip to Dorset week before last.
Oh my..
It was amazing.
We climbed up mountains & hills & saw the most fantastic views.
But that wasn’t why it was so amazing.. I got close to this guy & had a chance to get away from that guy that I thought was amazing.
So, this new guy.. Let’s call himmm.. ‘JW’
I met him on the geography trip.. Yeah, he goes to my school & yeah, I’ve seen him before but when I say ‘met’ I mean, ‘got really close to.’
I don’t really know what happened.. We just clicked.
Then, after the geog trip - the “amazing” guy (we’re calling him JS from now on) started to get really jealous.
So yeah, I DID really like JS before the trip but he had told me that he liked ME, but he liked another girl that doesn’t go to our school, even MORE.
Yeah, it crushed me a little & I was kind of jealous at first - but the trip made me realise, I didn’t need him.
& then I met JW.
So anyways, he started to get really jealous & then started to say that I was trying to MAKE him jealous.
When I got pissed off with him & dumped him as my other half on Bebo & replaced him with JW, he tried not to show he was jealous.. & by doing that, he started acting like a total prick.
In the end, I blocked him on MSN & got on with my life.
He then started talking to Sa & asking her why I was trying to make him jealous.. She text me everything he said (I was at work at the time) and as soon as I got home, I unblocked him from MSN & had such a go at him.
In the end, we made up.
He said, “I guess I was jealous. I still am.”
He then told me that he lied that he liked a girl more then me. The girl he said he likes, he doesn’t even fancy her & hasn’t seen her in about 4 years.. He only said it to make me jealous.. But that’s the whole reason I got over him & found JW.
Then he told me he was in love with me..
Then I realised he wasn’t so amazing…
I would have killed to hear that a few weeks ago but guess what?
I didn’t love him.
I loved JW.
To my joy, JW told me that he was in love with me. He wanted to ask me out but I told him to wait until we saw eachother again.
So you’re thinking, cool, wait till school then.
Nope.
We’ve got feckin’ work experience for two weeks. Lmao.
On Saturday 5th July, 2008, I met up with JW at the cinema & he asked me out.
He makes me so happy.
I love him.
I don’t think JS knows we’re going out yet, & I reckon he’ll be pissed with me when he finds out..
The thing is, I don’t care.
Me & my boyfriend have a song.. We don’t stop telling eachother we love eachother & we have pet names.
We’re terrible.
He’s so cheesy.
I love it.
& I’m majorly happy.
I really hope this feeling lasts - it’s amazing.

Oh yeah, I’m half way through work experience ATM.
Working at my old Lower School.
With a reception class.
They’re all four years old.
There’s 37 of them.
It’s majorly tiring.
But I love it.
& I’ve grown so close to them.
Don’t want to leaveee!

Man, this is really long, isn’t it?
Well, it’s something to read if you’re bored..
D
Okay well, that’s all we’ve got time for today, folks.

With Love,
Katie x

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2 Responses to “Then I Realised He Wasn’t So Amazing…”

  1. djtheropy Says:
    July 13th, 2008 at 9:51 am

    37 four year olds, thats not so tough, just drink plenty of energy drink

  2. Katie Says:
    July 14th, 2008 at 5:37 pm

    Haha.
    They Don’t Stop Moving!
    :P
    ♥

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