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Hey,
So twas a really good day at school.
Banana does this thing where he leans on my shoulder to make me feel short (cuz I kinda am lol) and he was doing that. Damn he’s fit.

After school was the best. Grape was all hugging me and then he squeesed by arse.
I jumped, not because I was shocked, because he always does it, but because idk… It makes me jump, even when I know it’s coming.
So Grape was all, “Banana, watch Katie,” and he does it again. I jump.
Banana laughs.
Grape was all, “Banana, you try!”
I was like, “Psht. Banana wouldn’t do anything like that. He’s not like you,”
So guess what? Banana does it!
I was like, “I can’t believe you just did that!”
- I said it in a playful way. I honestly didn’t care if he was touching me. I love him lol -
He was all, “I’m sorry, hug?” and he opened his arms out and walked towards me.
I hugged him and BAM he does it again. I didn’t think he had a pervy side to him, but he does.
I jumped even higher because I was shocked.
Though I didn’t mind…
Lol.
So he’s standing there doing it to me every 2 minutes, he had his arms round me so I couldn’t stop smiling.
Lol.
Then I squeesed his bum! Lol.
I thought I should give it a go.
God, he has a nice arse.
Goshhh.
I’m never gunna wash my hand again.
Ew.
Lol.

So almost a week ago, I hurt my ankle. It’s been hurting ever since.
When we got to the oak tree, my ankle started hurting… Alot.
So I phoned my mum and askefd her if she could pick me up (Banana’s house was right there anyway so he was going. I had no reason to walk home lol).
I asked.
She said, “Oh God, Katie. I’m cooking dinner, I have the oven on. You’re just going to have to walk home,”
I was all, “But I can’t walk!!!”
And she’s all, “You can’t expect me to drop everything just because…” BLAH BLAH BLAH.
So I hung up on her and called my nan.
She came and got me.
All that bullshit about my nan not caring is wrong. My mum is wrong.
Mum is always saying that Nan doesn’t care and she’d never go out of her way to help me, but she did.
She does care.
She also had the oven on AND she had people round.
But she left everyone just to come and get me.
Ily Nana xxx

Me and Mum aren’t on speaking terms.
I was going to ask her if I could go to Grape’s Birthday Party but I think now would be the wrong time.
It seems like she doesn’t care anymore. That I mean nothing.
I tell her that my ankle hurts and all I get is, “Oh right. Just rest it,”
Before, if I had told her that, she would have been like, “Oh, Katie! Let me see it! If it doesn’t get better in a few days we’ll call the doctor,”
I know she can’t treat me like a kid forever and that I need to stop depending on her…
But I wish she’d just tell me that she loves me once in a while.
She always used to.

Love You - Even If I Aint,
Katie x

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