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Post: You Just Watch Me

Heya,So today was very fun. I only had half a day at school because the year 9s have parents evening.
I had a Geography test yesterday.. And I’m pretty sure I failed.
What’s the point in doing a test on a topic you done like… 2 months ago and have forgotten all about?
There is no point, in case you’re wondering.

I didn’t think about M… ~~Not much, anyway~~.

Apple text me Monday night.
“Feeling any better now, babes? Tb”
I text back saying I was and thanking him for what he’d done.
He text back saying, “No problem. I’m always here. Told you I’m good with advice ;)”
He’s such a sweetheart.My friend was telling me yesterday that he fancies me and that when Apple is round his house, I am all he can talk about.
He must be making it up… Like, that would mean that someone actually liked me and the relationship might get somewhere… Haha, impossible.

I don’t know what it is about him. There’s something inside him that I just… Can’t live without.
It’s like… Without him I’d be bored. I’d be depressed. I’d be… Not me.
He makes everything better. He makes me feel unstuck.
He’s such a good friend.

So, anyways, like I said, we only had half a day today and went home at 12.15pm.
I finished my Science Coursework today… We got a chance to finish yesterday but I was sitting next to Apple and we just talked and talked. I got nothing done - he’s a distraction. Lmao.

Last night, Muffin came online. We talked for a while. I told him what happened with me and M. We talked about it for a while and I said, “I did love him.”
He then said, “Keyword = Did. Past tense. You don’t need him.”
Idk. Maybe I don’t. Maybe, when it finally sinks in, I will.
Time will tell, and I’m very impatient. Lol.

But, until I know what the fu*k is going on in my heart, I just want to have fun.
I want to make every moment last. And I will. You just watch me.

With Love,
Katie x

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