UrMindCANOverPowerUrHeart - Posted In (1.0) General/Day-2-day Updates

Post: UrMindCANOverPowerUrHeart

Hey,
I’m leaving at 1pm so I’ve got lots of time to bore you to death with my crap.
I had a conversation with myself last night (no, I’m not mad, I just find myself very interesting.. okay.. I’m a little mad), here’s how it went:

Me: Who ever said you can’t over power love is wrong. I’ve just done it. I don’t like Apple anymore. My brain told me I shouldn’t so I forced myself not to like him anymore.
Me x2: Then it wasn’t really love, you can’t get over someone like that. No matter how hard you try to stop loving someone, you can’t.
Me: Believe me, it was love. I thought about him everyday. I could never concentrate in any of my lessons. He was all I could think about, and when I wasn’t with him.. I felt sick.
I’ve never felt like this about anyone else and probably never will again.
Me x2: And you’ve let all that go. A chance to be happy, you let it all go because of your stupid thoughts.
Me: …Yeah.

I know “me x2″ is right, but I can’t let myself fall for him. I just can’t…Well, nothing else has happened…

Oh yes, my mums dinner last night tasted so nice. It was almost as good as nans. I’d give it nine and a half out of ten, it could have done without the peas, but apart from that it was wonderful.

Right, I’m off.

Love You,
Katie x

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